I am Mom to a 7-month-old baby and lately I have been thinking about recording my journey. I used to journal in my diary but after giving birth, I rarely get chance to lift my pen and paper. I needed a space to offload my emotions, my goals, failures, learning, un-learning and thousands of thoughts which were keep shadowing my mind.
I have never been someone who stays at home so at first it was challenge but once baby comes out from your belly there is no such thing as leisure or just “Time”. I carve out my time here and there. Thats how the idea of blogging came up at the time when the fashion of blogging seems to have disappeared.
I am not boomer but sometimes I am one compared to alpha generation. In the Age of AI shouting in every nook and corner, I thought of blogging just for fun and record my own journey… how innovative !! and Top of that I don’t want to use ChatGPT for my blogging. I feel that it will stop my natural flow of thinking, Besides, I am an overthinker and no AI can compete with my capacity of sprout and multiply my thoughts at logarithmic scale.
I felt that not much my free time left but it’s me who think that I have hundreds brain cells and thousand hands. I feel, I am suffering from some kind of multiple personality disorder. Someday I am writer another time I am mom and sometimes I identified as corporate labour who is managing teams, there are moments when artist in me also try to wake up and started pencil colour sketching, and offcourse life is nothing beyond money, so I am also learning about finance and intelligent investment.
Not a fitness freak but I went to zumba class, swimming class, yoga class, dance class. I am full time cook and house cleaner by not so my choice but inability to sit on pile of shit and evil stomach and my healthy body confronted my choice of laziness.
I have ambition to become a great meditator but never meditated even for minute in past year. I’m a lot — all packed into a tiny brain and body that refuses to fit neatly into one role. I decided to offload my emotion here with my weekly goals, reading, photos cooking recipes and lot more. Stay connected with me. I am crazy mom with full of ideas and this is my space to let them all out.